Questions in my head

Is it possible for a person TO LOVE but not show it? 

No, I'm not talking about the kind of love you are thinking now, not the "boyfriend-girlfriend", "wife-husband" relationship.

The past few weeks revealed a lot  of things and I don't know what to feel or think about it yet.

It's like I am lost in my own mind, trying to analyze things but just can't do it. It's like when I am ready to analyze it or even think about it, my mind goes completely blank and I will just forget about it. Maybe because I don't know the answer to it yet... Or I don't want to know the answer to it.

Oh God, I need to clear my thoughts. I want to write in a small cottage right in the middle of nowhere or maybe in front of a lake or something. I just want to write, write and write without any distractions. I just want it to be quiet... even for a couple of hours.

I hate this feeling.

Hello 2012

It's the New Year and I know all of you have new plans and new goals that you wish to fulfill by the end of this year. For me, I only have simple wishes and I won't tell you about it. :P 2011 was great but I hope for a greater year ahead. I have been through a lot the past year and those things made me realize a lot of things. I can say now that I am currently looking or finding myself, knowing more about ME and loving ME. Don't ask questions, I am not yet ready to tell you everything that happened.

Today is the first day of 2012, and it seems like every person in the world will wake up late. Did I mention I hate Sundays? Especially the day after December 31st? And also, we all know that tomorrow is Monday and we are to go back to our normal lives.

I am so grateful that I have a loving and supporting family and friends who are there for me through thick and thin. I am really so lucky. Here's to a stronger and fearless me!

So, I'm ending this post by wishing and hoping that we all have a great year ahead. Let's have a great 2012. :)